Pays to think things through - find out what is important...what is not.
A fellow (Doug) who was in my youth orchestra some centuries ago popped onto my Facebook community (or I into his) this morning. He was a very good trumpet player when he joined and became an absolutely superb and dependable player by the time our paths diverged. Everyone liked him. I did. He had all the good traits you look for and I can't wait to hear how things turned out.
During that period of time (before the invention of the wheel and fire), I made an arrangement of the last movement of Mahler's Third Symphony for the orchestra - I still have the score - as one of the hardest things for younger players is to sustain music and keep it connected; not broken up. I made that arrangement as it lasted about 15 minutes, looks simple on the page, but should and was intended to lead to complete exhaustion from concentration and self control by the end of playing it.
NOT unlike that damn bit of writing that blipped out on me a few minutes ago after a days work.
A nice Pinot is in store for me. A bit of Mahler for you. Bottoms up.